This is a pretty good post, its more in depth than the video and reading it made me cry lol. But its so true.. go and have a look at it.
David Choi - Won’t Even Start.
One take session no practice.
Well, I just wanna sing and let out what I’m currently thinking and feeling.
How does it feel to be young again?
The innocence of the young and the ignorance.
It is yet beautiful to watch like a flower blooming
Reaching towards light, to be guided
So restless, always new.
I can only look back and wish
to go back in time and have
the knowledge and wisdom I now possess
but there’s no beauty of knowing the future from the past
It changes excitement into fear and anxiety
It changes who I am and who I will be
into someone who I will always was
(Source: bboydflip)
“I don’t have much to say anymore, but I just hope you the best. I have accepted the fact you’re gone and things aren’t the same anymore. I can only hope for a better life for both of us. I do admit that I miss you at random times, but it isn’t something I should be feeling. I’m fine, but my smiles aren’t the same until someone change my world again. I hold no grudges, no hate. I’ve dropped all that a long time ago. I can only say that we did have a great time before everything came crashing down. I hope to find love again like I found it on you. Thank you for showing my mistakes. I’m a better person than I was now.”
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I wrote this more than a year ago and I can say the same exact things now. It’s such a reoccurring event in my life and honestly, it hurts. But I know it’s for the best.
I’ve come to realize it has been almost 4 months since I’ve been single. Yeah, that seems like a long time and she would have forgotten about you. You’re dumb, Daniel, for even remembering about her everyday every moment you wake up in the mornings. Dude, shut it. She doesn’t love you the way she loved you. She doesn’t even think about you. She doesn’t want you in her life that’s why she has someone new. Move on more, dang it.
I miss you now like how I missed you during those Cali nights
Where I was thousand miles apart. Paper notes kept me occupied
Your writing made me smile
It kept me alive and connectedI miss you now like how I missed you even if I was holding you right in my arms
When we laid down on bed…